rocha and i hit the road to say goodbye to stanny and some of our favorite girls. 4 am was obscene but totally worth it. seeing some the pi phis simply reaffirmed everything i started feeling last year...i am definitely in the right place. i had my doubts at first but everytime i am with those girls i have such a great time. and being away from them makes me realize how important they are to me and how great it is to be able to wander next door to laugh, vent, procrastinate, etc. i also got a chance to catch up with some girls from freshman year which was so good. for ALL parties involved. sunday brought back a lot of feelings that i'd been trying to avoid since the beginning of summer. but i think it was just the anxiety of seeing patrick for the first time since we decided to end things. we had a really great time and i feel like i finally got that closure i had been needing. not to say that now i'm fine and it isn't difficult but just that i feel better about everything now than i have all summer. it's quite silly really because i know its for the best and that things will work out the way that they are supposed to but come on...everything happens for a reason makes a great cliche but it sucks in practice. the good thing is that in 16 days i will be 3000 miles away and have plenty to distract me. where did the summer go? in the meantime i am so excited for erin to come visit san diego this weekend. knowing us, it will be epic.
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